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It's been since June, that I've checked LJ, life has gotten in the way. And by life I mean work. =A=

Many many things have changed. I was a bit depressed for a spell. But now that June is out of the way. I feel a bit better. When I get back from work I will post a few things about relationship issues and what not. And then start the very long hike through everyone's posts. So sorry if anyone gets random uber stupid style late responses from me. I've just been working like mad and thinking like crazy.

Another ACen update can be found here

Good gods it's been forever since I've updated my lj. Work has been almost all consuming. Last weekend I went to spend the night at Lindsay's, and went to a doll meet. XD Ended up bringing more home than I left with. Fell asleep on Lindsay at some point X'D. And brought the 360 with me so I got to play with someone else other than my lil' brother. X3

The weekend before that another doll meet. ...Was it at Gabby's? I believe it was. She has a fancy ass apartment. Hrrrmmm ah...I've done a lot but my mind is blank.

Bought an outfit for my up coming doll. That I won't be getting till after August. And some eyes for her too. Had a bunch a fun at the meet ups. I know that much.

Can be found here

Lol, nothing else to update about. Just been working. And trying to get some sleep =3=

Let's see what did I do this past week. Work, and by work I mean read and stand a lot. A LOT OF STANDING, is a part of this job. =3=
I read soo many manuals, and there are more to come. And since I'm training I have to be at work at 8am. =A= My back and shoulders hurt more than my feet. Poor, poor spine :c

Saturday, we did laundry at the laundromat, almost ALL the laundry. Took up 3 hours worth of our time. X'D And we discovered that their dryers still run on GAS. :/ Is that even legal anymore? And one of the dryers got UBER HOT. I mean really damn hot. To where you couldn't touch the clothes till they cooled down.

Sunday, I went with my Mom to Half Price books. Ended up with Ok Go and Eifel 65 *lol yes the one that died in our old 'puter.* And I went to Alex's house to deliver Pocky. Xd Which lead me to finding out where Gankutsuou went. X'D So now I have Volume 1 coming to my house for nothing. X'D Ah well it was only 99 cents, 4 bucks with shipping. I guess I will give it to someone♪

Today, not a lot of reading. About 2 hours worth. Learned some packaging stuffs,  and I am trying to get acronyms correct. Elisha bought me a Whatchmacallit candy bar. That was nice of her. I brought the much sought after can opener. And started reading Steven King's Desperation. Which will hopefully be better than "The Cell". I was soo dissapointed with that book it isn't funny. XT

Mom said she will help me with my measurements tonight. ♥ Thank gods, I'm sure Aimee is getting tired of waiting. f=3=' And I should have sketches and stuff done.

I'm a bit emo cause I can't speak with Tony as much online at night, thanks to my job. I can't wait for when I switch over to the "night shift" to start. Then I won't have to be up at 7am to be there conciously at 8 f=3=. I think I will  start texting him from my other screename so he can send me texts while I'm offline. ...Should probably get everyone texting that account soon anyhow. It's a new year, so why not?

Making tea, for drinking at work tomorrow, right now. I will definitely need the sugar. f=3=' Possibly, need to get used to drinking coffee type things in the am hours. Maybe that will help me move faster at work.

Hrrrm, need to get a new cellio phone soon. My old girl is getting rather dingy. =A= I really don't want to part with her though. Since it's the first cell phone Kati and I got. But, it's starting to act up and it's essentially a life line when the power goes out. -_- I will see if I can squeeze more time from it.

Komari is so damn cute it hurts. The way she smiles, just makes me go "AAAAAAAAAAWWWWWW" And Ghost boy is ADORKABLE. Where did Oscar obtain the Beetlejuice suit?! XDDD
I'm about to finish watching episode 7 now. X3

MUST make "Kissing Monster" icon with all the people who say "Me too" XDD

LMAO SANO HAS EMO HAIR EVEN WHEN IT'S WET!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Seriously am going to have find the soundtrack to this. XD

Also I have Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along blog soundtrack. And def. want to share♪ Let me know if you want it. XD

Hopefully I will cover all that's going through my head.

Thursday was my Mom's actual birthday,*or rather I'm told so f=3= I've always been horrible with bdays*. Friday we celebrated it with dinner, and going to see Caroline. *Terribly cute movie. I'm surprised one scene was allowed. LOL @ GINORMOUS BOOB JIGGLE*

Saturday was spent bored. 'Von played some games with me. But for some reason I got really sick. To the point where I thought I might throw up. D; Not awesome. When all the spooky finally subsided I played L4D on commentary mode. The zombies don't attack you in it. X3

Sunday...I can't recall, more games? I think my Mom went and had her nails done. And we cooked dinner again.

Monday, last night. I ended up staying up till almost 4:30am. After trying so hard at getting to bed early. X'D But it was worth going from the schedule I was trying to obtain. Vinny and Lukin are now a couple ♥ I think this is the first time I was genuinely happy about 2 people becoming a couple. X'D Earlier in the day, again I felt like I was going to be violently sick. =A= I'm not liking whatever you are trying to pull off stomach so cut this shit out.

I'm surprised today is Tuesday. Since my lil' brother was home Monday.  How did I loose the weekend so quickly?! I got up at 10:30am, today. Wtih luck I will be getting up at 8:30am to be out the door and at work at 9am. And I have started burning Sailor Moon onto disc. It's much easier when no one is home while I do this. Thankfully Dad is at work. And I've already gotten Season 1 copied on to disc. ♥ Soon I will free up 36 gigs on my laptop, and I will be able to obtain more animus to burn/collect. XD

Monday is the begining of my training. I'm so nervous. X'D

Been getting lots of calls for interviews. One was for Beach Groves walmart, but they only wanted me to work 3 hour shifts during their busiest shift. Not worth the gas.

On the other hand, if I make it past the 2nd interview at the other place. I will be making 9 bucks an hour while I'm being trained and 9.48 an hour when I get past that. Full time. :o Wish me luck♥ And thanks to everyone that did before♥♥

Been forcing my lil' brother to play Left 4 Dead with me since Friday. XD

And today I didn't go into work. I wanted to spend time with my family. I told Lea last week, that I wasn't coming in after this past Friday. And when Lea told Phil this. He told her that I "wouldn't do that cause she wants to make sure she can come back to work here if she needs to. And her Mom works for Denison Parking, so it would cause her problems. She put in her two weeks notice I know she will keep to that." What the hell does my Mom working for Denison Parking have to do with MY working for Denison Parking? Dumbass, we aren't even in the same area of work. I'm a cashier and she is the Supervisor of the Valet parking at the hospital. :T And why on earth would I want to come BACK to that place with him still as manager? Funny how he was so sure I'd stick through the entire two weeks notice, but he was also sooo damn sure I was fucking theif. Funny shit that. e_e He called my Mom's cell phone telling her that I MUST bring in all the stuff from work. LMAO, if I wanted to be a bitch. I could just keep all the shit, and force him to change all the fucking locks like he's supposed to do in the first place, when Kenny quit. But no, I will be a nice person type thing. And bring back the keys sometime later on.

I still find it funny that he ended up working my shift. Cause low and behold, his cover girl  couldn't make it. And neither could his lacky Brandon. HA Serves you right jackass.

Thankfully, despite this economy, there are plenty of jobs to be had. Just not ones most people wouldn't think of or know about ;p

The guide I got from Onnawufei came in today. X3 Now I'm just waiting on Cornelius' glasses and some lotion.

Got an interview tomorrow. Wish me luck~

So I'm sitting at work minding my own business and this girl in a Denison work shirt shows up. Apparently I'm supposed to train her. But once again Phil has the girl show up when there are no transactions to be had, and 2 whole hours before I can show her how to do closing shift. If she will even stay around for it. Yeah, this is totally going to go well. I'm not even paid to train someone, and every single person he has hired thus far has failed miserably. It's up to 10 people that have given up/quit/got fired. Luckily I won't have to stick around to find out. ;D

Every single time I go to burn Sailor Moon so I can have some room on my laptop, something pops up to distract me. Dad wants 'puter, mom wants to go shopping, someone forgot to fill the pots with water so we can have steam heat going in the kitchen. =A= May I have some "me" time now?

Elisha for some fucking reason thought it was ok to let me sleep till 6:30pm. Nice work there sis. Considering I didn't go to bed after work to make sure your punkass could get to this doctor's office at 9am, found where the fuck it was for you cause you didn't know, and got you after dropping you off there. So I didn't go to bed till 11:45 which really means I didn't sleep till about 12:30-1pm. Real fucking nice. Why the hell do I bother helping her? Why? Argh I'm tired of being nice. Serisouly I am.

Blargh, new job can't be here soon enough. =A=

Sometime around 3 am I heard an automatic weapon fired across the street at one of the bars. In the end  more than 12 cop cars showed up in less than 5 minutes. The corner of Ritter and English/Brookville was blocked by police cars and taped off. A woman was screaming and a few men were yelling "Fuck that bitch" and "Fuck the police". As soon as the police told people they couldn't leave a riot almost came out of it. And some woman wouldn't stop screaming. Some people tried to run down Ritter but were stopped by police and cuffed. Eventually they were let go. While all that was happening a man tried to ram his truck through the pilled up snow. But was unsuccessful, and is still waiting to leave.  3 people are dead, according to the people that my dad talked to, the motive as to why though is still unknown.

Something like this, on this scale, has never happened at the bars*the incident occured at the "King of Clubs" directly on the corner, not the "Ritter Inn" in the years that I've lived here. Usually there is some altrication, shots are fired, everyone runs, and cops show up 20 minutes later, to do nothing. Generally no dies, at worst, they get hurt. So I'm absolutely surprised at how fast the cops arrived and contained the area,and that 3 people are probably dead over something REALLY fucking stupid. They arrived before the firetruck, and ambulance. I saw the 3 stretches with the men on them. But they didn't bother covering them. So I'm sure the rumor that 3 men were killed is true.

I wonder if it will be on the news. I took pictures regardless and a lil' video tho' I doubt it means much.
The cop cars are still here now with their lights on, only 4 cars remain. Just now all the people have left.

La sigh.

So it seems that my Mom's van is going to be out of commission for even longer than expected. What was going to cost 900+ bucks is going to be 1000+ and they STILL don't know what the fuck is making the "OH HOLY SHIT THE TIRE IS GOING TO COME OFF" noise. So basically they are going to replace all of the front end, and see if that gets rid of the noise.

Tony has been texting me to get me up around 2ish. *his one* Lukin and Vinny's comps are kaput so they haven't been online for a while now. =A=

Still haven't heard from ZLB. =A= I suspect that Phill has something do to with that. I tried to warn the custodians before that he is out for a scapegoat, and that he will do everything in his power to keep everyone from getting a raise. And they didn't listen. So now they have both been written up.

My eye keeps getting gunk in it no matter how many times I clean it. =_= Time to obtain more evil eye drops. Perhaps something similar to the hobo germ killing kind I had back in highschool.

It seems that tomorrow construction resumes at work again. I'm so tired of it all. And I'm not sure why the fuck illinois entrance will be closed off/ turned into an exit. THAT FUCKING SIDE IS FINISHED ALREADY. I'M NOT FREEZING MY ASS OFF FOR YOUR DUMBASS! Blargh 

I want to draw again. So I'm going to go buy a new art notebook. Hopefully this will inspire me to get back with it all.

I hate this cold ass weather. It's making me depressed. I made a new icon see above. X)

Also, did I lend Gankutsuo volumes 1-3 to anyone? I can't find them. But have all the rest 8u

LMAO
Tony is getting mad at me cause I keep getting up later and later in the day. And is now going to be texting my cell phone or something. Till I get up. ...I'm not sure what I agreed to.

Family has eaten all the ice cream that tastes of cake batter. :c

....Um... I haven't done much else this weekend. Except sleep and get online, and read manga. Talked to Tony about Majin Tantai Nougami Neuro, and then played Left 4 Dead.

I'm happy it's getting warm enough to snow. It was getting too damn cold. PLEASE WARM WEATHER COME HERE AND STAY NOW!

I've been making LJ icons huzzah. X3 Lol, some of these are rather old. But the point is I made 'em =p Last 3 are the newest.



I had a wonderful time at the last Doll meet. Aimee's food was soo good. And I owe Lindsay for more foods. X'D At some point I need to take better pictures. And try to get up before 6pm. The garage at work, is going under construction again. So everything stanks. And I have these bad headaches like crazy.

I've been so depressed lately I haven't had much movitation for anything other than reading. =_= I really hate this weather. The pipes are trying to freeze, and my house has no heat. So I pray the electric holds out, other wise we will all freeze. *rooms are warmed by space heaters*
I've applied for a position at the ZLB plasma center near my house. Hopefully I will get it. I'm tired of dealing with my manager. And his douchbagery. ...apparently douchbagery is a word. Thanks firefox! I'm also going to apply for a position at the walmart further up on washington street. I need a new job, one where it won't end with me killing Phil, for being stupid.

Andrew said he still wants to go to ACen. So heads up roomies, we will have 2 newbies♥ I gotta update the list. Andrew if you can let me know what day you are arriving. My lil' group usually arrives Thursday, so we can take care of registration and things X)

http://www.mangafox.com/page/manga/read/80/hana_zakari_no_kimitachi_e/chapter.18708/page.27/ so I can make another lj icon ♥

These are my icons♥

default	oldest	newest
saddest	happiest	angriest
cutest	sexiest	funniest
fave ship	fave fandom	fave animated
best quote	best textless	best stolen idea
use the most	favorite

HOW MANY ICONS DO YOU HAVE:78
OUT OF HOW MANY AVAILABLE ICONS SPACES:110
IF YOU COULD BUY SPACE FOR MORE, WOULD YOU:Yeah especially if I run out of space. :T
DO YOUR ICONS MAKE A STATEMENT:Sometimes, but it's usually, just to express exasperation.
WHAT FANDOM DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF:Seems to be anime
AND THE SECOND MOST:Internet memes
WHAT SHIP DO YOU HAVE THE MOST ICONS OF:Rofl, I only have one that is an actual relationship. And it's Ouran's Tamaki and Haruhi. So, I'm not sure it counts. X'D
ARE YOUR ICONS MADE MOSTLY BY OTHER PEOPLE:Yeah for the most part.
DO YOU MAKE ICONS:Yes
ARE THEY ANY GOOD:Good enough for me to use. :T
ANIMATED ICONS ARE:Time consuming.

DO THE MEME.I DID IT! STOP YELLING AT ME!
Coding can be found here

A few weekends ago I went to a doll meet. Which was awesome! There were pictures to be had and 'Sody stepped on a poor Santa lap to obtain a beard. Her faceup was done by the lovely Pax.  I showed Aimee a few lolita mooks, and lent out all my lolita mags XD

Aimee says she can do the lolita commission X3 I'm wondering if I should go ahead and get myself situated for ACen first then get Monty outfit made. That way I can have something to wear at the con. X3 Lindsay bought me food stuffs. I owe her for this. *nods solemly* Birdgirl/Linda's home is awesome. She has introduced me to delicious teas that don't need a fuck ton of sugar. :d And she explained to me Aimee's doll plot line. Which makes so much more sense now. I was honestly worried thinking,"What kind of illness can be cured by getting preggers. :'B " now I feel dulll. And things make WAAAAAY more sense X'D Caitlin and I like Naono Bohra's work X3 I need to remind myself to ask to take pictures any chance she gets. XD *Though she probably plans on doing that anyway XDD* And I need to save up cash to pay for things♪ *I have 16 bucks set aside X) at the moment and more will be set aside with this next check.*

Then the week went by slowly. Tony and I are dorks. And I blame him for this weather.

This weekend, I went to my first LARP. It was fun...but I'm very confused. REALLY CONFUSED. XD The people there are so good. I couldn't tell if they were acting or not. XD I want to go again, once I figure out this whole character sheet bizz. f6_9' Everyone was really nice. I forget what the boy's name was that helped ...I know his characters name was ...Moon...something :B. And once more I forgot Pax's hubby's name. :T *It's Dan, Eby, DAN...I ...think :' T*

I've been reading through the "smut" section of mangafox.com trying to find something decent that didn't involve the main character ending up "likeing" her rapist. :T Which is surprisingly harder than it should. >8I However I did come across the artist Kayono, whose stuff is stupid hilarious in places. http://www.mangafox.com/page/manga/search?advopts=1&artist_method=cw&artist=Kayono My favourite stories by her are "Princess Hanaka" and "Shinobi no Onna" the first story with the same name. Despite how batshit and lame some of her stories are, I can't help reading on due to her style of drawing. X'D

I'm trying to get Tony to come to GenCon this year. But he needs a place to stay. So maybe I can coax the rest of my friends up in Chicago to come down during the summer. Who knows maybe I will have my own place by then. :o

I've been trying to design a cat for the skirt. I figured my cat Nightmist would be sufficiant, but no matter what I draw it comes out too cartoony. And I end up tossing it. I will keep going till I get something I like. Possibly akin to Chat Noir style.

I was supposed to go hang with Stephani yesterday night. But that didn't happen. Apparently she donated blood that morning, after we spoke. And slept the day away. Oh well. I got some food instead,gas, and a Kroger card. Then went home.

Today my car was incased in ice. Just like when I first got it from Sarahi. =3= Thank gods I bought that awesome ice scraper.

Now to do laundry, as I will be going to work early tomorrow. =A= and Saturday I will be working too. BOOOO

My cat Harley attacked my back and it's all bloody now. :T Fun stuff that.

Lol post it in a response here! I wish to know the secrets to your tastey sounding pie/cake!

Doing some dolly window shopping, so I more or less know where to look when I do have cash to spend. And this has brightened my mood considerably.

Monty
http://www.kondoll.com/ProductList.aspx?prid=733
http://www.eluts.com/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=1312&catalog_num=0&mart_id=lutsdoll&level=yes&mother_catalog_num=554

Cornelius
http://www.dollfairyland.com/shop/step1.php?number=27 peavy head
http://www.kondoll.com/ProductList.aspx?prid=563
http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?t=122222 T style specs
http://www.dollmore.net/shop/step1.php?number=6040
simple black or beige pants 
button up shirt short sleeve
a tie
Tinybear wig in black
unsure about shoes at present

Unnamed luna moth/ glow worm thingy
http://www.eluts.com/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=593&catalog_num=99&mart_id=lutsdoll&level=&mother_catalog_num=121
Tinybear wig
Custome outfit

Octavius
http://www.dimdoll.com/shop/step1.php?number=205 hair, eyes and makeup as seen
*currently unsure what I want him to wear I might mimick Black Butler's Sebastian's outfit rofl I be dorky*
Shoes: http://www.leekeworld.us/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=8987&catalog_num=0&mart_id=leekeworld&level=yes&mother_catalog_num=647

Mogget
http://www.dollfairyland.com/shop/step1.php?number=223 with winky face and kitty ears and paws
*currently unsure what I want him to wear*

It's been forever since I've actually updated, and I'm sorry for that. I've been preoccupied by stumbleupon and mangafox.com =A=

Not much has been going on with me though. So no worries there. I went to a doll meet at Pax's house. She got the wig to fit Rhapsody X3.
I got lost on the way to and from Pax's house. f^_^' But still made it home HUZZAH.

I've been finding myself rather listless lately. Wanting to do stuff but at the same time having no ambition to do so. Leaving me with a rather annoying unique feeling of having not finished something.

I've been really freaking nice to my sister. As Mom wanted me to be. But that niceness has caused me the result of no fucking gas in my car. And no way of paying to fill it >:I As she is saying the stuff she got me at Bath and Body works is now my Xmas gift *despite the fact that originally I took her there so I could get the discount and pay her later on*. =A= Fine whatever, that doesn't really fix the issue of running you around earlier this week. =_=

Last night the tree lighting ceremony happened down the street and my assistant manager Brandon thought it would be a good idea, to make me let out each car one by one. So what usually would have taken a half hour to let people out took 2 hours with idiots walking up to the booth asking me why I'm only letting people out one at a time, and trying to open the booth door. Who in their right mind thinks it's ok to walk up on a stranger and open their door?! Thank gods I'm paranoid and lock it every damn time. Only one person had to pay to leave, and he caused some trouble. And tried to pull the door open by force and ask me how he was going to get out, like it was my fault he lost the ticket. I had to explain to him that if he didn't have a debit card or cash he would have to leave his car over night, till we open again 5pm Saturday and pay to leave then. Suddenly he wasn't such a dick anymore. =A=

I'm finding myself more antsy each time Tony goes out to hang with friends, he's been doing this more and more lately. Mostly cause it leaves me without anyone to talk to. As I'm a silly bint that thinks she will bother people if she IMs them out of the blue. I just hope that he hasn't been talking to me so much this past year, due to the fact that he feels obligated to. I'm really thankful for his friendship. As he made me laugh instead of cry when I was feeling my shittiest. *also according to firefox spell check shittiest is a word LA GASP* Now if only I could do the same for him. =_= As lately he seems to be down in the dumps but is trying to hide it/down play it.

I've also been eyeballing likely homes near me. As it would be nice to live on my own at some point before i'm 25. :p Just need more people to live with as I like noise other than a tele.

I'm going to let others know that it's probably not the best idea to try and get together during winter. For many reasons mostly money...and I'm a bitchy ass person when I'm cold. Despite the fact that it's a good excuse to see Vinny, Lukin and Tony. For the sake of the hotel room. Hopefully everyone can make it, or at least tell me before I can cancel in time. Also... cons happen once a year. I feel doing this get together thing once a year makes it more special.♥

Next check will be, new tires and the start of paying Momma Anna back. The tires, which will cost more in the long run will probably be replaced one or two at a time. Mostly cause that's what I can afford.

I hung out with Julia a few weekends ago. Which was fun, aside from the being po' and driving in the dark on the way home. STUPID WINTER DAYLIGHT IS SO SHORT LIVED ARRRRGH! I almost broadsided a red car that was driving without it's lights on. WHO THE HELL DOES SHIT LIKE THAT >8I

Also why is the Twilight movie doing so good? D; Future I weep for you. 

Now to get around to commisioning Aimee for Monty's outfit, and then my own. X3 For ACen. But that's for later. I found a place to download the current episodes of Hitman Reborn. And I'm finally watching the rest of Sailor Stars. Which brought much dorky jokes and laughter. As one of the attacks is "STAR GENTLE UTERUS" and Alex came back with a girl that turns into a guy with the attack "PROSTATE FLAME!" Much awesomely dorky stuff was had. X3

Ah it looks like family is moving again. I will try and update more often from now on, and read friends posts. I'm SO very sorry for my negligence guys, really I am. Cause it makes me look like such a douche bag. =3=

Laters♪
Eby

And testing once more, la fixed! Had to make an even more future post than the one at top and delete it :B

The debt for the house has been paid off for the past two years. I can drive my car now*hawt damn*. But dad is still pulling his lame "not working for a week" thing. And 'Sody's commission has been finished X3 La awesome!

I can't get this to work on my house 'puter so I'm going to see if it will work on my laptop when I get to work. =0=
http://www.survivetheoutbreak.com/

Lj is being stupid and not letting me post unless I click the date out of order option. Despite having 2 entries after I posted my one in the future :/

Where the hell is my car charger for my cell phone?!

Short story so not everyone is too confused. I have all 200 episodes of Sailor Moon and have been destroying my brain,willingly, to make sure everything is alright with them. So far I've found,
Episode 29 of Ss has no subtitles at all, either need the subs or to replace the episode all together.
Episode 21 of R is subbed in the most strangest way. Again if possible, needs to be replaced.
Episode 23 of season 1 has audio that cuts out for 10 minutes near the end (10:14-20:00). *Fixed* <3

Needs to replace these episodes before I commit to burning it on dvd.

If anyone knows where to get said episodes and them not be in rmvb(?) format I will love you forever.

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PLEASE NOTE, Vinny doesn't own Lukin's house *headdesk* I'm just special. :B

Also I HATE the sound of my own voice. D;

Tony: I'm massaging your feet with the power of my voice.

"Why so vague" Vinny

Eva:Why do these buildings look so out of place, like that one? Star:  ... You mean the Sears tower? Eva: ....Fuck you!

Eby: Emo desu.  Vinny: EMO JANAI!

Star: I was just looking Christian Bail in the imb to see what's been in him.

Eby: Sorry about last night Tony. Tony: It's ok I've grown to accept what happened.

Gods there is more but I will have to pester others for it. XD

Star: Everything is Eby's fault, it's cause of the honey cashews farts of the death that will kill us all in a single instant. *please note I never actually farted from cashews 8I, but now everything is indeed my fault Xo*

Star: Hey Eby wanna go to SEEEeeeXXXy Moutain? Eby: Can I like hide from Sexy Mountain, like hide in a valley or something? Star: Ummm no, ...Sexy Mountain is my bewbs. Eby: :u

Eby: Hey put the telly on mute?! *while playing Eternal Darkness* Lukin: It's the game.  Eby: Oh... well damn!

Everyone: It's OVER NINE THOUSAND!!!

Going to the Chicago place tomorrow. So nervous it isn't funny. Much is still needed to be done. =0= And I have about 165 to spend now. =0=
Gods help me not be a dork all over Tony and my friends.
Going to take lots of crap ass pics with my floppy disc having camer-ram-era.
Hopefully I have change in my change machine as well.
Argh why do I pack so damn much it's technically only 2 nights!

http://chicago.hotelscheap.org/

Going to be trying to find a nice hotel in chicago X3  the first weekend of August. I've found some cheap hotels but worry about the location. I've been up to many many things. With luck I will stop being lazy and post about them ; )

Thanksgacktyougirl for the help. And glad I could help in some way X)

1) Icon meme!

Look at your LJ userpics list. If you have fewer than 50 icons, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five icons, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five icons, pick every tenth one. If you have fewer than ten, pick all of 'em. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly why you have it, why it's interesting to you, what significance does it have.


This is my ZOMG pissed icon. I got it cause Mugen is the best example stupid angry. X3 ....and I'm retarded happy for Mugen.

I got this thanks to that damn meme that ruined the ending for Portals for me. I figured since I already know the out come, might as well enjoy the stupid that comes with it. =D

This is my throw back to ninja turtles and stupid happy icon. Gods I'd kill for one of these right now. :0

I'm a putz for Kamikaze Girls leave me be. f^_^' It's my being creative icon

One of my sarcasm icons. Plus I love Oregon Trail something hardcore.

Yet another sarcasm icon, and Mugen. I did mention I'm stupid for him, right?

Nana, I love the manga something serious and I needed an icon for sleepy. SO here it be. ♥

Roflmao, and I landed on my other need sleep icon. I love Naono Bohra's work and needed a few icons of her stuffs.

This is a furuba icon, I rarely use it save for in private entries. Cause I stupid and gave a link to my lj out. =3= Oh well. Kyo is adorable in the way he can't say what his heart wants. And this shows it perfectly. X3

Thanks Garnet and Ramone*shutupred* for your kindness. It was greatly appreciated.

Fuck. It's been a whole damn year. I probably won't be on aim for a bit. Sorry.

So I just got this weird call on my cell that went like this:
Me, Hello?
Stranger, ANIIIIMMMEEE EVERYBODY'S GAY IN ANIMEEEE
then they hung up.
I called the number back.They repeated more of the same.
The number 1-317-427-3025

Anyone know who it belongs to?

Update,
I texted the number with,
"Hey who is this?" they responded with calling me back. I picked up but didn't say anything. I heard female voices, that I recognize :/
I texted them again with "Sorry not picking it up now. Lame call is lame."
They responded with,"Clever reply. Your a genius."
I replied with "Yes, I am. And it's you're not your."
They haven't said anything since.
Thanks Steph' and Nissi for helping me <3

prbonogurl (11:49:53 PM): Hey, this probably seems random as hell, and I don't expect you to reply or anything, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry we drifted apart and all. its pretty much my fault. i have nothing against you and i hope you dont hate me.
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:51:13 PM): there isn't a response that doesn't explode with ZOMG OK, or scream disapointment, but ok
prbonogurl (11:53:00 PM): I dunno. I just don't like being on bad terms with people, and I don't like being a jerk, despite the people I hang out with. I dont expect you to forgive me, but i just wanted you to know, and im sorry about your half sister and her family.
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:53:52 PM): i didn't think we were on bad terms just that it ended, granted in a rather speshul way but still ended
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:53:57 PM): so don't beat yourself up over it
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:54:25 PM): and no biggy shit happens
prbonogurl (11:55:34 PM): Yeah. Well, i'm around if you ever wanna talk or hang out or whatever. it just got a bit much for me being caught in the middle between you and your sister. I dunno.
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:56:11 PM): thanks but no thanks i don't like to talk or hang with others that talk with my sister
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:56:17 PM): makes things complicated
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:56:42 PM): makes them try to take sides or feel obligated to do so
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:56:55 PM): and frankly i'm tired of all around shitty situations
prbonogurl (11:58:15 PM): Yeah. It sucks. For the record I don't really talk with her much, I was kind of forced to recently due to a circumstantial contingency but yea, I mean i kinda just stopped talking to both of you. sorry.
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:58:29 PM): no biggy
AnimeAuthoressTT (11:58:45 PM): shit happens
prbonogurl (11:58:57 PM): yes i have found this to be true
Saturday, May 24, 2008
prbonogurl (12:06:25 AM): well, thanks for hearing me out, good luck with everything
AnimeAuthoressTT (12:07:19 AM): your welcome bye

Edit, on further thought. The last time I spoke with her was around October of last year. Not December :/

Alright I'm going to try and recall what all I've been up to since Mother's Day. :I Bear with me peoples my mind is a special widdle place of stupid style chaos. f^3^'

Mothers Day while at work. My Mom called me in tears. Apparently Nikki my half sister had been in a fire. Her and her 3 of her 4 children were severely hurt by smoke inhalation. Nikki, Camary, Lenesha and Elijah had all been pronounced dead at the scene. Nikki and Elijah were able to be resuscitated but kept flat lining on the way to the hospital.

Upon arrival they said they were both brain dead. But would wait 48 hours to see if it's just the swelling of the brain from stress that is causing this. They both showed some hope but in the end Nikki died Wed. night. My Da's side of the family *as she is my fathers daughter not my Mom's* was trying to start shit in the hospital. I chose to stay out of it. I'm tired of the bullshit from either side of my family and was/am in no mood for stupid bull shit, and racial retardedness from the peanut gallery. Needless to say Elisha tried to make it out to be about her, but there was another retard that wanted the same *some new friend of Nikki's* So naturally they butted heads. Aunt Jackie *Nikki's mother* was in hysterics and was either medicated heavily or on drugs. Can never tell with that woman anyhow -_-

While all this mess was occurring. I was busy training a trainee. Who just wouldn't listen to a damn thing I said. >:I For some reason she couldn't read the tickets, placed money in the wrong spots and couldn't grasp the concept of validations.

Wed. I decided to take the day off. As I was tired from all the bullshit all around. She kept calling me asking me how to do things. Alex had came over to spend the night in preparations for ACen, we were at Walmart when she called. We ended up driving out there to my job to help her. I was tired worried and antsy for all kinds of reasons. When I asked her if she had looked at the cheat sheet that I had left, she claimed it was too complicated. ............>:U WHAT?! My ending shift consists of this:
Punch in 0711 hit 2 then
the Report button then
these sequence of numbers 1212..4
Report button
2122...4.
Press the ESC button 6 times
put up your fucking money and LEAVE! What the hell is so hard about this?! You are just printing receipts! SWEET~DAMN WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING STUPID?! Then as I'm going over the numbers she is somehow 9 dollars over what she should have. :I ...Wahh?! So finally after much stupid I left a lil' after 1:20am. Some how I managed to get some sleep in.

Now comes the fun stuffs. Fahwoot.
I woke up at 7:24 o_o was supposed to get up at 8 apparently I was too nervous. f=3=' SO,I got up brushed teethes and all that. Woke up Alex and then Momma. And we hopped on the MegaBoose. I can't sleep in a moving vehicle. So I was pretty tired. At one point I simply sat and stared at the floor on the boose. Fun stuff that. We even drove through Gary Indiana. Spooky place that. XD Got off the boose, called Tony, I had forgotten what his voice sounded like o_o'. Bought our train tickets was told the wrong station to bored the first time. But still managed to find ours. Alex is awesome like that =D Ended up sitting with this awesome guy on the train. The train is spooky but not NEARLY AS SPOOKY AS THE DAMN SUBWAYS. And the chairs can switch sides SO DAMN NEAT. Xo We were surprised at how fast you are supposed to get off the bugger. :u
Tony called me a few times. To make sure we got on the right train. Then to tell us to get off on the right side of the train. I got all stupid nervous and spotted him out the crowed instantly =3=. He has a fancy new car =D
Whilst driving to the Hyatt I had Alex dig out the gift I got him. =3= A rubber NES keychain thingy I had found at hottopic and made into a cell phone charm, to man-ify his girly Razor. X3 He liked it enough to put it on whilst stopping at every light he had to stop at. *So stupid style happy that he liked it you guys have no clue*

Said many dorky style things. Gave Tony moneys for gas, and arrived at the hotel. Huzzah. I took pictures too. =D They are all up in this lj, and I managed not to take a shit ton of Tony either go me. But! There are a hilarious few that I will have to "steal" from Star. But I'm getting too stupid giggly to type so I'm going to put updating on hold till later tonight. f=o=b
Laters ,
Eby

"i am eby and i'm going to have make-out sessions with tony!" Alex typed this, just so all you know. :I

Bought a new umbrella and 40 colorful floppy disks for my camer-ram-era. Pax made Monty some awesome clothes and helped she me how to put on a wig. She did an awesome job for how short amount of time she had. Xo Everything is packed up and with luck we will arrive on time. Much love to everyone. ♥

Update, on family issues.

They decided to let Nikki go Wed. night. At the time her son Elijah LeVon was doing good. But right now it doesn't look so hot.

Gods damn it all. My half sister Niki was in a fire yesterday morning around 5am. Same situation as lil' bit*Kristen for those that don't know* and Kati, basically. She had 4 kids, 3 girls 1 boy. 2 were pronounced dead at the scene, along with her and her LeVon. The two daughters weren't able to be resuscitated, but her and her son were. But they kept flat lineing and not breathing on the way to the hospital. She is brain dead right now along with her son. The only child who did make it out unscathed was her youngest daughter, who is staying at a friends house. The doctors are going to wait 48 hours to see if they can bring down the swelling in their brains to see if it's just that, that is keeping any kind of responses from happening in the brain. Along with electric shocks. The fire was mostly down stairs, the smoke inhalation is what took them out.

I was stuck at the hospital till 9 since getting off of work at 4:30. And had to deal with family members I don't care much for. And my sister trying to be a drama whore. So her and another of similar discouragable thinking butted heads. I stayed in the van and read a damn book. There isn't anything that can be done right now.

Mom and Da' both left this morning, about what time I'm unsure of. But it's one right now and they aren't back. So I'm guessing something happened. Most likely one of the 2 has passed. As the person on the phone wouldn't say whats up. =_= I'm in no mood for this shit. Honestly I'm not.

Going to go get ready to pack up for ACen. And do a run down of what I'm going to bring and what I'd like to bring. =3=

Some idgit just pulled up to the booth, and told me I shouldn't charge him anything because his car was DIRTY FROM THE DUST ....DUST....going to emphasize one more time FUCKING DUST of the construction. Then just sat there and stared at me like that was somehow going to happen. >:I So I tell him "I'm sorry but the construction has been going on for a month now. And there are signs up stating so. It also states on the ticket that you pulled that WE aren't responsible for what happens to your car. :/ I'm sorry?" SO, he gets even more huffy and tells me he came in at 6am LIES more like 6:30 in the afternoon dude. But whatever. So he pays his 3 bucks, and I hand him a receipt and politely tell him that the number on the receipt is to the office and he can call tomorrow and talk to the manager if he feels the need. He tells me that "Oh YES" he "DEF. WILL" and he will be "calling his lawyer about this. Nobody should have their car handled in such a horrible fashion" DUDE ITS FUCKING DUST ON YOUR CAR, HIT IT WITH A GODDAMN HOSE AND SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU PRISSY BITCH. >:U

Sweet gods it just sunk in tho' ACEN IS 2 WEEKS AWAY OH GODS. PANIC TIEM NOA 8U *flail*

I has my laptop back! The screen is all newish and working X3 It doesn't close completely due to the case being bent. But everything works fine. I even got to bid and win Tony's auction for him on ze ebay. :) And watch a movie Xo I haven't tried to burn anything yet. But I will later today. I missed this laptop something serious. Xo



I called the Hyatt to see what is up and why they hadn't taken the money from my account yet. They say it was taken out yesterday and is paid. But I'm not seeing jack diddly on my account just yet. GET ON WITH IT PLEASE. DX
And another person from Indy has offered a ride up to ACen. But I have to wait to hear back from him next week. Yeah...we're still going to go ahead and buy the tickets. I'd rather be safe than sorry.
I got 30 bucks in rewards from that there points dealy on my account. Fawoot. I can has me a sammich hawt damn.

I'm still waiting for Cards from the card swap on DOD. And for the eyes to arrive. I haven't heard about the lolita shoes for a bit now. I hope everything is alright. =0= And I'm still waiting on my bloomers. Damn you post man! *shakey fist*

I also can't wait to see what Pax has done with Monty Xo

Myself and another on the ACen forums are trying to get them to invite Studio Tavicat but ,they basically said stop asking it's a lost cause. I know there are others aside from us that want to see them there. Sadly they aren't on the forums >:I  I really want to know why they weren't invited this year. ;A; La sigh I suppose they might be invited next year. =o=

I had some bigstyle fun this past weekend. Went and visited Kati before going to the meetup. And then wondered around the IMA freaking sweet. It was nice talking to dolly peoples and not having bigstyle wank happen. I really wish I had dressed Lolita like I had planned. =3=' A few were dressed so blastedly cute. XD Star single handedly dressed his nekid arse♥ So he looks like a love child btwn two of her characters X3

We ended up driving to a steak and shake that la Lindsey recommended. It was awesome. Xo I drew a doodle motron on a mat and so did Star X3, was dorky awesome! I didn't bring Monty in tho' and so I forgot to give her wig back D: So we are going to meetup on the 10th at some point and I will gives it la back X) I wants me some goofy lj icons Star XD!

And I got hang out with Pax. XD SOOOO AWESOME. She's giving him a new faceup as my da' flubbed up his original done by Eva, then by me. I managed to save his lips tho'. X3 I hope she can too, but I don't think she can with soo many layers of MSC, and mixing it with testors its bound to make it look icky. =0= So it's probably for the best she can't, at least I got piccies before then to show how awesome those lips were. Xo She is also making him clothes XB I'm sooo damn spoiled!

Would you believe his wig arrived today LOL.

My gods her kids are la cute. :O

This past Saturday, Stephi' and I went to the park cause we were crazy bored, and then to Sakura Mart. I bought candies and Salmon Furikake XD. Then to Broadripple park. Then back again, despite how long it felt we were only gone for about 2 hours XD

Oh I can't wait for ACen. X)

I just got our badges for ACen today. FWOOOT THEY ARE BLUE AND SEE THRU' AND SILVER...YYY AND FULL OF HAPPY SHINEYNESS. XD
Now just to GET there. ;P

Also my iddy biddy gift to my Mom arrive today. I got her a wincy koliadoscope for her celliophone. X3 It's all purpley and cute.

Going to be doing much much of many things. Gods I need more hours at work. :P

So Tony is offering to pick us up from one of the train stops. http://metrarail.com/Sched/md_w/mdw_wko.shtml the stop in between the last two.  The mega boose schedule for that day is as follows:

Details	Price
4:05 AM Depart Indianapolis, 200 E. Washington St Arrive Chicago, Union Station 6:20 AM	2 seats = $16.00
9:45 AM Depart Indianapolis, 200 E. Washington St Arrive Chicago, Union Station 12:00 PM	2 seats = $23.00
11:45 AM Depart Indianapolis, 200 E. Washington St Arrive Chicago, Union Station 2:00 PM	2 seats = $30.00
3:00 PM Depart Indianapolis, 200 E. Washington St Arrive Chicago, Union Station 5:15 PM	2 seats = $30.00
7:15 PM Depart Indianapolis, 200 E. Washington St Arrive Chicago, Union Station 9:30 PM	2 seats = $30.00

We need to be there by 3pm for check in time. I wanna aim for the noonish one. But I'm a rowdy bitch without sleep, so I won't be my pleasant bootleg self, or just I will be completely unintelligible .  : /
I'm still waiting to hear back from the other guy on the ACen forums tho'. But I doubt we will be able to get up there through him.

I don't think I should mail my rice cooker, to Vinny, we can use the wincy coffee maker and I just bring my mug and teas. .....And sugar >3>' So really I just need to find out how much the bootleg futon weighs and ship it to him, along with Lukin's cds I'm sure he misses them.

Why do I let myself get talked into thing. =3=' I will try and post what I mean later. Right now really tired.

OH GODS I'M SO BORED IT HURTS!